Me at the end.

I don't know. to be honest i am disappointed in myself. i have skipped class and i have not turn in many assignments. i know i failed the class. but regardless i have to stay one more year. but in general i feel that i have grown alot in other areas of my life. however my social skills still need a bit of work. it is too late now. the girl that i have strong feelings for is leaving. my self-conciousness has pushed so many people away from me. i am truly alone. i was under the illusion that i had friends... but i don't and those who i considered friends are gone and the others are leaving. i guess i have had enough training being alone and being disappointed in my life. one day i may find where i belong, somewhere i can play my music without fear of death and ridicule... but that is a long way away. maybe when i die i can find peace in life.

together.... for waht?!?

who needs other people. who needs friends? who needs false kindship. there is no together. it is all a lie. we are here alone. no one will help you. the world is choked by avarice, greed being the controling one. you may go together with the fools who believe you and that trust you. even though they will stab you in the back

alone... thats sounds about right.

i have been alone for a long time. no one understands me and no one cares to try. everyone wants me to change to fit their comfort and when i dont do what they want they leave me. people say they care but thats not true at all. the world is a dark horrible place on the serface and it is even worse at the center. i perfer to be alone. i am me and you are you. stay away

save the earth?

we are so tiny and insignifigant. how do we even believe that our actions can save the world from it's face. all we will do is deny reality and delay the inevitible. the world will die, we will die, and lifr will end and there is nothing we can do about it.

invisible

yeah not so much. regardless of how you feel you are always being watched. to even think you are invisible is proof of your insecirity. whoever believes that they can hide themselves for reality should pull their head out his or her ass and wake up to real life.

a book to read

i wrote a book my self. it is pretty short and it leaves off on a huge cliffhanger. but i'm not writing anymore. writing is tedious. the book is called "Dragons" and it is basically about this boy who was found in a forest with no memroy of his past. he is trained to fight against demons that threaten the human race. cliched? not really. i'll let you read it if you like. it is in movie script format.

A movie review

i'm not sure if you want me to review the movie we watched in class or a movie i have seen myself.
to be honest the only movie i saw this year was one called inception. well it was a half way decent movie the plot was so insanely simple. i dont even know why people think this movie is confusing, they must be idiots. it was rather long though. and it had a really stupid ending. 7/10